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last week, i was having my spm trials and then, my bro came back from UMT. he was on h1n1 holidays. so, i dont know wheater he realised that he's actually grabbed my attention to join him surfing the web when he returned home. long short story, i did some last mins study which later on the trial day, my friend gave the spot questions for the upcoming paper. i was freaking shocked. how come dorg dapat spot question and baru nak beritahu aku lagi beberapa mins b4 trial tu ?????? xO

of course, i was in a "panic in the disco" state. some parts of my brain were in tense and it made half of my previous last mins study vanished within 1kb per secs. duh~ my history trial was the first subject to be like an ogive which ended at 0, a situation like when an atomic bomb is released by the US army to destroy japan. "iiiieeeeeeeeennnkkk......kebabooommm!". in the same time, my pens were so excited answering the history questions until they accidently burst out lotsa ink onto my testpad and WALAHH! "lawanye kertas jawapan akuu....." T_T

the disco state continued until pn hamidah said "ok, hantar kertas sekarang. cikgu kira dalam kiraan 3.

"1.....2....."

* aiyamakkkk...kejap cikgu, kejap cikgu. lagi satu soalan ESEI ni. kejapp!


"....tiiii........"

*ok fine. i gave up and handed the answer papers to nolin, the genius.

"..gaaaa..."



the feeling of regret is running through my spine until today. i should not wasting so much time making up the points for the answers. i should grab my pen and write it continuosly. T_T






p/s: alamak. i bet you that mr dont-drop-my-water-face will see me after the trial. urgh, i dont want any police report here and there about my trial result.
HISTORY, you make my life misery.