rindu

it has been a month since the last time i wrote here. too many memories should i tell you guys out there. rindulah. hari2 rasa cam nak update, tp nak buat camana, masa xmengizinkan. so, mcm tu lah. terbiar je blog ni. baguslah, xde sape nak usya.

erm, hari tu baru saja graduasi. tahun ni sekolah buat kat Kelab Darul Ehsan (KDE). i've never been there before, so i bet it's just the same as the one in PD. so, sampai sana lebih kurang pukul 9. naik bas, kutuk-kutuk, gelak-gelak and diam membisu. tu lah tabiat budak remaja time naik bas. bosan, semua cm nervous saja bila nk grad.

turun bas, pengetua sambut. amboi, segaknya pengetua pakai jubah. shining gituh. kalah jubah sewa ktorg. haha. dah salam2 cikgu semua, pergi la daftar itu ini, dan mulalah sesi pakai jubah. camera is not allowed, cuma time start makan, baru boleh start menembak aka shooting. hurm, agak xbebas acaranya. to make thg worse, i never brought my cam, so it just a *shoootttttttt* to forget the most important thg like that.

acara spt ucapan marathon dimulakan. mcm beselah, ucapan pengetua, pibg and ketua pengawas, bla,bla,bla. pastu ada slide show yg tunjuk gamba fivers mse taun 2009. agak jiwang lah lagu dye, graduation by vitamin c. dah lame aku kenal lagu ni, tp tyme tu sajalah yg buat aku betul2 feel cm nak nangis. yerlah, dah grad en. bila lagi skolah nak buat tribute kt fivers. *terharu-terharu.

lepas bebelan semua, pesta mknn bermula. ni la plg budak2 tak suka. ada ke patut makanan tak cukup. boleh kata, dessert ngn nasi goreng je dye tambah dua kali. yg len, haprak. kebuluq ktrog. tp haihhh. cikgu ngomel sana sini pun, pihak KDE buat duno. cet. sabar je lah.

tiba2, yaya dtg. "nak pakai cam tak?". whattttt?! lah, asl xckp awal2. haduii.. dpt tgkp gamba sikit je. tu pun tyme nak balik.

barisan guru yg hadir

Ceria akhirnya grad jugak. CAJAAA xde, xcomplete LAH!! :'(
ABSibs selamanya.
with my Nerdix, ily guys

pn norlaila, the best geog teacher i've ever had

ina- my 6 y/o buddy, and the friendship remains untill now

our biology teacher, Pn Akmal

meet Wendy, punk rock-maniac

a week after grad, ade lah pulak letak khemah kt dataran dasawarsa. ABSibs hengatkan (esp aku) ade org nk buat kenduri kawen kt skola. so, no hal lah sgt. tiba-tiba, ade org kata,

"taklah, khemah tu utk majlis budak RK".

"oh," came out from my lips.

"OH! WHAT?! what did you say?! majlis RK! shoot! apehal xajak senior RK?! selfishh gilaaa!"

*RK stands for Rancangan Khas. it's a club or something like activities are specially line-up for the students at KRK or kelas rancangan khas only. the class was established 0n 2005, where most of ABSIBS are the first batch or the co-founder for that class. same gak mcm kelas Taqwa. taun tu pun kelas tu baru ditubuhkan.

long short story, ade la rasa terkilan sikit sbb tak dijemput or tak diakui or somethg like "being forgotten" by the teachers mase acara tu di adakan. terima kasih lah. kami tak harap apa-apa.
-sigh-



sbg pengubat luka, skrg ni sibuk sgt ngn seminar, kelas tambahan, etc. kalo xde pon, ade gak aktiviti yg berfaedah yg aku buat. macam..... tidur. haha. tidur tu bagus utk otak. Otak kuuu! xP
tp, stress memuncak wktu genting cmnih. yg plg tak tahan, aku kene elak jumpa cikgu2 lain sewaktu luar kelas. bukannya sombong, cuma dorg suka tanya soalan dan bab atau isu sensitif. i dont blame them for asking about my private life. well,it's not a big mistake if they intefere my life.hurm, cuma. soalan dorg tu mcm bg aku, agak boleh "menacing"kan lah. ape yg boleh aku buat, cuma bg jwpn "no comment" lah. i better shut up and go farrrrrr away from that place. but, running away from a problem will never solve the prob kan? perdulikanlah. maafkanlah saya cikgu. mintak maaf sgt2 kalau pernah buat cikgu terluka kan.



k lah. da pukul 3 pg ni. hwk xbuat lg. minggu depan da nak SPM. kertas latihan berlambak2 lagi tak buat dlm bilik ni. bersepah! cuakkkkkknyeee la kan bile nak xm.
gtg now. blog,i miss you la syg ku intan payung. lainkali kita dating lagi tau. wslm.