kaki mintak

salam. *post kali ini sangat offensive, inspired by Ida Nerina from her column in The Sunday Star,today.

pernah dengar perkataan kaki mintak? "you know, when you say something and then you wish you had just shut the frak up instead of trying to sound smart and all-knowing sympathetic?" like Ida said.
urgh. it's pretty annoying when someone keeps on talking about how good they are, brag themselves in front of others, telling you that you shouldn't do this and that, yadda yadda. and then, i keep on telling myself to do not insult them, by letting out any single harsh/rubbitch word or simply by rolling my eyes to them. sabar itu separuh dari iman. yes, i know, and even all the muslims out there know that. tapi tu lah. hamba ni insan yang lemah. kadang-kadang

" what for kau nak bangga diri depan aku? kau igt kau hebak?"

-.-"


*sigh.

payah benar nak menahan marah/jeles tak bertempat ni. i keep on believing that what others did to you, it will surely be what you've did in the past or somehow you will do it in the future. by seeing others behaving so desperately annoying aka menjengkelkan aka defuq behaviour, you will see yourself in there, like  putting yrself in others' shoes; empathy. nak tergelak pun ada. aku cakap kat diri sendiri, "haa, macam tu lah kau masa kau meroyan dulu",
"haa, macam tu lah  kau masa kau bercinta dulu",
"haa, macam tu lah kau masa kau tak matang dulu",
dan haa-haaa yang lain.

see? nampak tak apa yang aku nak ceritakan di sini. (aku tahu aku tak pandai nak elaborate this so-random-topic)


p/s : bila jumpa orang yang defuq mcm ni, sabar je lah. kalau tak tahan, immediately GET OUT FROM THAT PLACE. ( it's depends on you, whether you want to keep adding your dosa, sumpah seranah dalam hati, or being massively fake by making a really calm face in front of him/her, or just blah dari tempat tu, dan cepat2 istighfar dalam hati, be optimistic and..
freedom will be yours! muahaha)

oh yea, nak cakap, frasa yang betul ialah Mintak Kaki (; -bye!