just another rant

There's only two poles exist in this world; the north pole and the south pole (so what? ). you know, the best thing about these two poles is they actually resembles you and me. we are in our own poles, trying to reach the other part of the world although we have already realized that this shitty things will not gonna work. i try to go south but eventually i come back to the starting point; the pole that i've been standing all this time.

In my situation, when i crave for mamee asam laksa, i go find it in every stores and come home with none as there's no longer mamee asam laksa sold in the market. as a person whom her major things about foods, i know that there's lotsa instant noodles in market, but if my eyes are set on target, everything seems tasteless, not-too-umphh to me. however, as time goes by, i realize that if there is no more my fav mamee in stores, there's still plenty of other brands, flavors, sizes and even other type of food to curb my hunger. you know, when a person is obsessed on something, there's no point to argue why he/she choose that thanggg to be obsessed with. ibarat kau tanya orang jepun kenapa dorang suka makan sushi, ibarat kau tanya orang korea kenapa dorang makan megi taruk kimchi, ibarat kau tanya orang jawa kenapa dorang tak boleh ke kalau tak makan tempe dengan sambal kicap. camtuhaa.

"takkan sebab satu benda je kau tak dapat, kau mati terus taknak makan?" right?

then, i try to eat other brands and currently, i'm in love with mamee chef (the chicken with shitake flavour) and next, i'm on  my way to try singaporean instant noodles ( i forgot what the brand is) which is claimed to be among the the best instant noodles in the world (whaddda?) other than the korean and japanese one.

so, the more i am willing to open up my mind and as well trying to broaden my perspective to a whole new level, the more i will discover things around me (and perhaps more and moreee things to make me ponder). i will not definitely forget the taste of a savory, tasty and heavenly appetizing mamee asam laksa that i ever tasted in this world even since i eat other type of maggie. dear mamee, i am actually training myself to appreciate more on things around me with the absence of you.

i dont know how ridiculous a theory of instant noodles can be related to my life; but let's get into this fact;

the more i know things about you, the more i care ( or the more i try to care or the more i act to care) even if you dont ask me to,

the more i will find another reason for me to reach you.

but in the end,
here i am.

HERE. I. AM,

writing this all bullshitty things that i even wanna puke if i read this again in 10-15 minutes after i clicked the published button.

oh gawd.

p/s:There's no regret for everything that happened in the past. just move on eventho you know how much mess you've made before . serabut macam mana pun, ingat 13:28. kbai. *menguap*

p/ss: sapa kata move on tu senang?

p/sss: this is all bullshittt





p/sss: sebullshit mana pun, lagu camni gak kau layan. *tepek dahi*