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hey there.

i'm not having the right mood to receive any birthday wish. birthday? apa tu? okay tak kelakar.

so.. as usual, same like the year before, and before, and before;
i hide my birthday reminder in fb.

so, only certain people yang memang hafal my birthday date will notice that day. jadinya, suka hati doranglah nak wish ke tidak. i dont care at all.

anyway, thanks for those yang ingat. i really appreciate it.

but i'm sorry for not replying your sweet wishes with something proper or like i say; thanks, thank you, or something similar.

nak tahu apa yang aku reply kat dorang?

"jangan wish. please. jangan nyanyi. shh. diam-diam"

and they will say something like this;

"lah kenapa? malu-malu pulak. hahaha. happy birthday!"

then unexpectedly, i will utter the most harsh, yet the right thing to say;

"somehow aku rasa bila korang wish, benda tu buat aku lagi nak mati cepat. birthday ni mengingatkan aku pada kematian"

gulp. terus dorang krikkrikkrik.

mula-mula memang aku propa je lebih. saja nak suruh dorang takyah kepoh.

but then,

deep inside,

that's how i feel.

i'm dying. tak hari ni, maybe besok. or lusa. or the day afterwards.

sebelum apa-apa berlaku,
i just want you guys to know something.

i really sayang you guys. - memang klise, tapi aku cakap betul-betul ni. nak buat ayat-ayat jiwang karat memang aku tak reti ler. hati dah batu, kau nak buat macam mana pun tak boleh derr. hehe.


anyway,
thank you.
:)

(birthday gift paling WIN: bubur sardin!) 

the last one; from Mia. thanks a lot.

p/s: jangan tanya kenapa aku tak print screen je msg dlm fon tu.
p/ss:
hadiah paling priceless:

aku sakit perut sampai saat ni lepas makan megi goreng perisa cili hijau petang tadi.

cissss. bajet tak pedas la konon. bajet nak try benda baru la konon. last-last aku tergolek atas katil. ni pun baru gagah nak online. pedih perut tak setel lagi oii!! kalau korg berani, pi la try. aku tak rasa pedas pun masa mula-mula. tetiba perut aku pulak yang pedih2. maybe sebab perut masuk angin kot, since 2-3 bulan ni memang makan tak terjaga. =="