getting tired

salam.

i dont know talking about wedding, etc is normal, i mean when you mention about it almost everyday. is it normal or maybe i am abnormal or something because of my inability to digest a single thing about getting married or being in a relationship, got it?

hmm.

i know that i'm 22 y/o and my closest friends are in the range of 22 till 26 y/o. so, for a 22 y/o to talk about relationship (i mean the non-halal way) is considered as normal,  like standard aa tu. then, for a 25-26 y/o to mention about marriage is considered as normal too. but, when the latter ones mentioned about getting in relationship like going out with this man on that one particular day, and the next week you go out with another man, and the next month with other more guys, so.....what are you trying to tell huh? are you trying to show off or too proud with your hangouts with diff men like you've won a big trophy or something? too excited? too much achievements? heh.

then you tell me that i am jealous with all your bullshitty doings?

kah kah.

for god sake, i am not jealous with all your thanggg lah. let me tell you; i am happy when you are happy. but when you are getting off the shore, i will seriously worry about you. please take care of yourself. you are more than matured already la, kawan. takkan benda basic pun nak ajar? berpada-pada lah. i did tegur you banyak kali, but bila you dah tak makan saman, what should i do? heh.

p/s: semoga berbahagialah kawan.