si makcik senyum

the next day (read my previous post), i woke up late again; but not as late as before. kali ni ada meeting dengan my SV. she's a nice person, but idk why i'm afraid of her. nak kata garang, tak. suara pun jarang keluar. maybe because i dont have any pleasant nor good relationship with any lecturers before, so mungkin fobia kot? idk.

i was having a very "bad tudung"-day. you know, when your tudung was gila messy, gila tak jadi, gila serabut, tak selesa that kind of thing. i became very, no. super duper low-self confidence, but since when pulak i really care about my appearance? zzz. hell no lah kan.

so with that serabut looking thing, muka macam gampang, mata bengkak semedang,
i went to a cafe nearby my faculty, lapar punya pasal takkan sebab appearance pun malu jumpa orang kan? (ada certain kind of girls yang serious-aku-tak-tipu; they will not eat outside unless they've apply some makeup, wear some pretty nice shirt, wear bling-bling shoes; like what? kau datang pun sebab nak makan, bukan nak melawo sakan) zzz. so, at that time, muka aku serius malas nak tengok sekeliling,  i only wanted some food to eat. tu je tujuan aku.

then bila time nak bayar, that makcik at the counter did some thing that brighten up the rest of my day.


me :
*letak pinggan atas kaunter*
*keluarkan purse*
*pandang purse cari duit*

makcik:
"guane nok sebut name? Saaa...rah? sarah?"

me:
*surprised*
*looked up*
*stared at her*
*speechless*

makcik:
Sarah?
*smile very brightly*
*stared at my jacket*

me:
*oh-lupa-aku-pakai-jaket-kos-dekat-situ-kan-ada-nama that kind of face*
*then-baru-neuron-neuron-otak-aku-berhubung-*
"ah? nama? oh Syaa...rah..Syarah. hehe"

then i smiled.

yes. after beberapa lama,aku senyum.

makcik:
ohhhh. Syarahhh. asal mana Syarah?"
*she gave that smile again, that very or  among the most sincere smile i ever seen in my entire life*

me:
asal? saya asal kolumpo cik. hehe.
*i smiled again*

and the rest is history~


p/s: after 3 years, makcik tu baru sedar kewujudan aku. lol! joke, joke! i dont blame her for my infamous-me, but for her to give that sincere smile for this very serabut kind of girl, really reaaally shows a good example on how a small thing can become a big thing to others. keep spreading  your good vibes, makcik! i love you! hehe. (;