pikachu

salam.

sending somebody off from your life is not an easy task.  well, it happened to me recently, i mean, if you are reading this, this post is actually written just a few minutes after i helped her to angkut all her stuff. who is she? well, she is my room mate; pweeetie pikachu. :)

i've known her since the first day of first year in umt. she was my neighbor anyway. tapi jenis susah nak nampak kelibat dia eventhough bilik dia just berhadapan dengan my room, tapi susah giler nak nampak dia okay. haha. then i finally found out that she is the type yang nerd, tapi stailo. haha. jenis study tak pandang depan belakang, jenis melekat punggung kat kerusi, sort of. jenis yang tak keluar bilik. jenis yang life dia hanya pergi kelas then balik kelas duduk dalam bilik. gitu.

then bila dah second year, surprisingly she became my room mate. dah nama pun nombor matriks dekat kan. so at first, memang aku jarang berborak dengan dia. it's because of her nerd-ness (?) yang aku rasa aku tak pernah tengok. hahaha. then later bila macam kadang-kadang we used to spend time together, nope. it was me, i mean, my effort to know her better. it was my first time anyway to approach someone. not because dia ada perangai sombong or wtv (walaupun first impression akan kata dia ni jenis sombong melampau). i started to know her by asking her music playlist.

playlist?

ahah. kalau orang melayu kata "hanya jauhari mengenal manikam", bolehlah kata aku kenal orang dengan playlist lagu sesorang. cehh. bajet kaunselor habis aku ni. keke.

to my surprise, her response was like...

"serious ke nak playlist orang?" -orang is how she addressed herself

"iyelah. betul lah ni. nak jugak. tak kira"

"okay, jangan menyesal tau"

the moment when i retrieved the usb from her,

tadaaaaaa!

lagu screamo berapa gb dia bagi.

kahkahkah. sakit kepala woi. berdentam dentum. tak masuk lagi lagu metal, etc. screamo omputih, jepun, semua combo. memang senyum je aku bagi kat dia. starting from that incident, aku tahu yang room mate aku ni bukan calang-calang orang. haha. she's awesome. she's cool like that. :P

now,
we both are in our third year. once again, dia jadi room mate aku. we both dah paham sangat perangai masing-masing. i know all her habits and she knows mine. dia tahu aku jenis bantai tido (hibernate) tahap gaban and she will never nag because we both just know bingit tu satu benda yang boleh bawak stress. same goes with me; i can tolerate how she used to laugh like vampire, hahahaha. i dont mind, serious. she's also the first person to calm me down bila kadang-kadang hati macam rapuh, macam tisu semacam. kahkahkah. malu woi, tak tahu nak letak muka kat mana. :P


and today,

it is my last day with her. tadi aku baru habis paper pukul 11, then paper dia pulak pukul 12. balik2 je, terus angkat beg semua.

"nak kita tolong tak? meh kita angkat beg"

"thank youu"

"parents dah sampai?"

"dorang otw"

"aha. okay"

lepas dah angkut bagai letak kat bawah,

"baibai syara. lagi 3 bulan kita jumpa. time grad"

"hahaha. sedihnya. baik-baik jalan tau"

"okay. hehe. pergilah naik atas"

"nak teman tapi tak pakai cardigan pulak"

"hehe. takpa. gi la naik. baibai"

peluk cium lambai.


sesungguhnya aku paling benci tengok belakang orang waktu dorang blah.
i used to be the last one to walk away from any farewell.
hmm.


p/s: semua geng yang amik kos 3 tahun dah blah. tinggal aku sorang. fuuuu.