fake smiles. fake laughs. fake all those peace signs. being able to forget all the sadness after expressing my heart out and going to lab to complete some group works then rushing to other place to celebrate my SV's convocation; was truly a hard thing to do. all those feelings- the sadness, the madness, the happiness- all jumbled up. my body is there, but my mind, my heart, my focus was all afloat somewhere around the blankly space. when the day got darker, i couldn't help my own self. so what did i do? i finally opened myself up to the public. that was my first time doing thing that some people would label it as "AS" or attention seeker or maybe a post to gain some likes. i dont care at all. i just want others to know how broken i am at that time.i need comfort words so that's the only way to do after facing Him i guess.
for now, naneun gwaenchanha. thanks for all the condolences.
with love,
Sya.
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