centimetalorkusticapulp: chingu-ya.

salam.

when did you had your own pillow talk session? mine was in high school, during my glorious year ever (read:2008). at that time, it was in my home with two of my bff. we laughed like no one cares, we did some karaoke session (most of the songs were from indies) then guitar kapok session (as long ada rhythm, goreng sampai lebam), then went for makan2, etc. gila rindu weh.

so apparently, last night, one of my coursemate stayed at my rumah sewa. well, kira berkampung to finish up the thesis sort of (they did, but me? ah-ha. the best procrastinator ever; did nothing since the due is on 11th). entah macam mana, everybody really macam bosan. and then tetiba somebody popped up some throwbacks. then the thesis-marathon session turned to pillow talk session, without everybody realized. haha. we talked, we laughed, we shared some those thorn & roses moments it has been almost 4 years we are together as coursemates. time flies really fast, in 3 weeks time we will be separated by many regions; some in Johor, some in Selangor, some in Melaka, some in Penang - did i have to write all the 14 states? ah-ha.

btw, i dont want to start any throwbacks, yet. let the others first. i really value this friendship, all before we start to judging each others, throwing tantrums, groupings, being left out like you are the most independent girl ever, being hugged by someone who you appreciate most, yadda yadda. i know i am cheesy. i hate being separated. i hate being left out by the person i care the most. but this is the reality. the more you grow up, the more you getting older, the more you become a matured person, the probability of being forgotten by your closest friends is higher. that's why people start to travel to meet new friends, switching works after 5 years to find new environment, leaving all those pretty/bad memories to create new ones. you lose some, you gain some- that's the spirit.

anyway, we are in 2015. so let's get better, shall we? insyaAllah.

till then,
BYE.