rant rant rant

Salam. Hi.

There's no point ranting here, but somehow i just miss writing
 Lel.

Well, i'm having imsonia again (like always) then i always know how to face the prob; do some adjustment here n there and wallah! I will become normal again.

But not in these few weeks. *sigh* The syndrome just dont want to stop and lately i have this kind of way to return back my biological clock to normal. sooo. Since last week i sleep once every 2 day, like staying up for one whole night and act like normal, biar body betul2 penat, baru bammm. Hibernate. Lol. I know it is not good, but at least i've tried.

And then kan, this one day, after being a zombie overnight, i just had to go out; buy some groceries here and there. I was very rabak at the moment so i just went shopping with my to-buy list. Da macam robot, jalan mindlessly, lol. Then sampailah lunch hour. masa tu pikir nak tapau, lapar gila. Then menonong masuk mekdi. You know lah bila masuk mekdi, dorg macam greet you gila2, kalau time takde org, lg cam hyper macam kambing tercekik weed.

"Selamat datang, welcome!"

Note no 1 : i tend to be pissed off easily with high pitching/ sound/ voice or sth similar when i was in zombie mode.

imagine , i was trying so hard to hide my bitch-resting mode face when i was greeted by the staff. Not only one, i think 3 to 4 of them. Haha. Nasib baik ada kudrat nak senyum balik.
Then i just said the ritual words.

"nak tapau. 1 set db cheese burger, air coke, set large okay, tu saja. Tq"

The staff macam kaku jugak tengok aku yang hambar. Then i made a really tired face, nasib baik dia understood. Power betul skill interpersonal comm dia. Lel.

Then da tapau semua, balik. Groceries time tu xboleh berat lg, i just urgh, wth im doing all of thisss

Note no 2 : i tend to curse a lot during my zombie mode.

Then sampai lrt, this one guy follow from the back. Suddenly dia try nak make conversation.

"Hi. Banyaknya barang awak"

Like whut? mampu senyum je pastu blah. Dlm hati dah sumpah seranah setakat tegur tp tak tolong angkat mmg pfft. (sesedap hati nak mintak orang lain angkatkan barang)

Nasib baik train sampai awal. Then off balik rumah.

Then another troubles jadi kt rumah, tapi next time lah cer.

Overall?

Today just nak beritahu i'm on the zombie mode. Brace yourself!

P/s: some things are worth to be explained but most of them are better left unsaid. You dont need a concrete reason to walk away from any BS. TQ.